31st July

Ughhh I hate computers!!

My account wouldnt work, smethign about cookies, why name them cookies anyway? stupid name, stupid laptop, stupid internet, stupid technology >:(

I downloaded a free trial for Vegas Movie studio... I cant use it!! ITS TOO COMPLICATED. I thought the whole point of trails are to make you want to buy the product not throw your laptop across the room.

I am also annoyed they didnt have the dress I wanted from Dorothy Perkins,, I did however get a nice t-shirt dress in warehouse and another in Zara. The one from Zara is grey and turquoise stripes and I got a black necklace to go with it as well as some shoes. The one from warehouse is a turquoise and blue tyedye thing, sounds horrible but looks amazing with my leather jacket, I don't have any shoes that really go with it... maybe my navy converse :/

My cat has been meowing at my window, I want to let him in but I cant as we've put flea stuff on him, my sister is covered in bites so unless she has fleas... not intereting but I jut wanted you to feel my pain ;)

Watch The Hangover, man that film is HILARIOUS its one of those laugh out loud films. I love the guyish films you get, like about friendship and stuff. I mean I'm all for the chick flick romances as well but they dont usually make you laugh. I mean some of my favourite films are Stand By Me and Without a Paddle both of which are those type of film, but thats not saying much, I'm up for anything (I want to rephrase that as it sounds wrong but dont know how to :P)

Uhmmm... there was something else. Oh well cant remember.

I've posted another thing on my other blog, it about OCD not very interesting but it gives you an insight into my experience.

Night!! :D

31st July

Oh yea, and an update on the nail thing, all are now navy blue thank you very much :D

AND THE ARM BRACELET THING HAS COME OFF!! (another of my 'traits of OCD' incase I havent mentioned) Yay me!! those were the main two, I now how no fear the battle the other two I think there are... I have now no crazy!! well almost I'm still me after all ;)

30th July

I SHOULD be asleep now if I want to wake up in time to start shopping before it gets busy tomorrow but... :D

My parents are going away for the weekend yay, so I'll have a free house! well other than my sister... but she works Saturday and Sundays, I must find out the times of her shift.

Anyways its not like I can throw a party (because of said sister) but I'll be able to relax. Though tbh it wont be much different to usual as I'm normally left to my own devices anyway, but still it'll be good to show how responsible I am *Halo appears* so hopefully they'll leave more, and then I can have parties another time, when I feel like it *Halo leaves, Horns appear*

I should probably mention to my friends that I'm back... my msn hasn't been working, and I have no credit and I so do not phone ever, and I have a whole load of coursework to do, I should get it over with if I want to relax over the holidays.

My dad asked if I wanted to go to Australia this summer,, bit sudden i know, I declined (I know most people would kill for that but giant spiders and all those bugs creapy!! I dont know if Ive mentioned it but I am SO not into the nature thing, foxes and badgers yes, spiders and mosquitoes.. HELL NO!)

I forgot what day we have to get our results!! I think it was the 7th or 27th I hope of August not July though.

Dont you just love it when you throw something on just to pop down to the shops and it turns into an amazing outfit?? well thats what happened today. I was going to get a magazine (I know I'm a magaholic, I cant help it!!) and saw the grey tunic I wore shopping the other day (im not very good at putting clothes away) and there was this dark grey and light grey twisted belt that really goes nicely, and my sisters boots were totally the same colour grey as the dark grey on the belt!! Teamed with my big red cardigan (I love red and it apparently compliments my hair + skin tone according to some people, and sooo goes with grey, and black) looked awesome!! Of course my bag didn't REALLY go and I want wearing any makeup (except lip balm, I'm just glad I'm blessed with long lashes (I dont mean that in a showoffy way) :))and my hair was just messily clipped back but Im not gonna dress up for going to the shops!! (plus I think most people were more interested in my legs than my au natural face, ewww creepy guy flashbackk D:). I wonder if my sister will let me borrow her boots for town tomorrow.

Wow look at me rambling on about an outfit, kinda shallow but better than posting some videos that have nothing to do with me and just disappoint my fans (I'm not saying I have fans I'm just taking an innocent jibe at TK, not to offend him or anything but I'd rather know what he ate for breakfast than about a car, seeing as mot of his fan base are female... hes probably not even writing the blog himself anyway) I appologise if he sees (like thats EVER gonna happen)this but I'm just being honest.

Talking of TK, Tokiohotelrocks.com is still on the hitting scandal as admin is on holiday (lucky her) o theres alot of Perrinne hate for her, I mean I dont know weather to pity her or not, I mean hes obviously unstable but... after what her and her friends have done... and hes always SMILING whens shes talking about it its like shes happy he hit her. I cannot believe she hasn't been checked out. I would recommend the clinic I went to but thats for 'children' not adults and its not really for pyscotics, which is what she is... thinking about it T&B are barely adults and shes stalking them with her friends who are like in their early/mid 20s ewww thats pervy, and shes been attacking fans too, and seeing as the majority of the fanbase are teens well I'm sorry but that i just unacceptable. I dont think he should have hit her but he was scared and she attacked his mother! I mean if it was my mum she'd attacked and if she was harassing me, he would have gotten WAY more than a swollen eye, I had a weird daydream about meeting her (seriously I get really vivid daydreams) in a queue in M&S, weird I know, well anyway I beat the shit out of her. It probably would never happen in real life as I am totally non-violent but you know it let off some dreamsteam ;)

The picture is from my art project (work in progress) I'm doing a comic strip video thing, that is my eye + my kitty's eye in the pic and Ive done some of my magic photo shopping to make it look cool, and yes my comic is 'The TAIL of Shadowcat' (I know tail=cheesy) :D

Yawn, I should go an get some beauty sleep, believe me I need it.

30th July

I've had a nice chill day today :)

I read a book (yes, start to finish) It was quite good actually witty, romantic and funny in parts. A good lighthearted read. Only I wasnt to sure on the end, well I wasnt sure if it WAS the end or not,, it was a library book and kinda just... finished but you know how books usually have a couple of pages after the story finished talking about the author or advertising other books they'd written. well this one didnt so idk if it was the end,,, it was good anyways.

It was called Every Boys Got One by Meg Cabot if your interested. I was also gonna watch the DVD I bought on Monday when I went shopping with my mum and sister but I was ill for mot of the day so did really feel like getting out of bed to go downstairs and watch it... of course atm I am totally paranoid (thanks to meine mutter) about becoming short-sighted from reading too much as apparently my mum read a lot and when she was 17 became short-sighted!!

Now I know I may seem sad to mot people preferring to stay indoors and read rather than hanging with friends but a) I'm not a people person and actually LIKE being on my own and reading and b) It was pissing it down with rain (its not a good idea to wear pumps without socks when it is raining as I found out today much to my enjoyment).

anyway I just had a really nice daydream, hmm... Mae'n gas gyda fi Perrine ond Rydw i'n hoffi Bill a ei seren.

Went to see the new Harry Potter film yesterday, its the best one yet,, though I kept getting confused with the books I haven't read them in over a year... the film is different to the book though it focuses more on the relationship and stuff than the killing Voldemort shit which is quite refreshing you have to admit. I though Ron was HILARIOUS and Dan has improved on his comedy a bit though he i kinda awkward when trying to be funny and smirks a bit at his witty one liners which sucked the comedy right out but, whatever.

Crap I left my window open, now a load of bugs (and my cat) have gotten in.

My S button on my keyboard keeps sticking which is mega annoying (even more annoying than my cat jumping up and clawing my thigh and the bug that just flew in my face!!!)

Well night,, or morning I should say (Y)

26 July

I have painted ALL my nails BRONZE!!!!!

Now if you are a 'normal person' this may not be big but for someone like me who has 'traits of OCD' and has only had her thumb painted black for almost a year now ITS A BIG DEAL!! Lets see how long it lasts

I went to see the sound of music in the millennium centre,, I've just got back actually. It was good different to the film but still awesome live. It was really busy though, not good for someone who has social phobia but once the lights dimmed I managed to concentrate on the performance. I bet I've got swine flu now, it was packed like sardines... I hope I havent given anyone my cold!

I have to say I looked quite good today, I had time to experiment with my makeup I went to the boho/rock chick look all intertwined into one... I wore my new bronze shoes (hence the the impulsive nail change), my leather jacket, my skinny jeans and my white frillyish top,, I also had on my new bracelet. I dont morally wear heels but I was kinda forced into it as my calf is pulled slightly so it hurts when my foot is flat. I had a cool Olsen/keira knightly inspired hairstyle (possibly due to watching pride and prejudice for the umpteenth time) I put it in a messy bun with my hair twisted round and two braids in the top of my hair and my fringe went all funny in the rain which actually improved it. I also did my makeup nice and bronzed, more subtle eyes than my usual, no black eyeliner in sight.

Omg, HAHA my cat is finding my underwear intriguing,, I think he likes the pink lace on it, or he is scared of them idk lol.

I put just over a pound on after my grandparents... I'm surprised it wasnt more as I ate a lot 3 whole meals a day and snacks!! though it was fairly healthy stuff and we did go for long walks.

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I just had to chase the cat round the house after he ran off with an ink cartridge in his mouth (dw Ive taken it off him and fed him for the billionth time today... its a wonder he isn't obese)

anyways I gotta cook my tea :)

25 July

Note to self: Do not go for a run when a) it is really hot + sunny b)when you havent had a drink and c) when you have just started to get a cold

I hope I dont have swine flu :P

Well I'm back from my grandparents, I got back yesterday at about 8/9pm after spending the whole day travelling (we got up at 5am!!)... being stuck on a ferry for 3 hours first thing in the morning is NOT fun, then having to go in the car for 7-8 hours with your mum driving (and getting lost) urghh it was a nightmare and I thought the 12 hour journey TO my grandparents was bad.

I managed to survive without Internet but I now have heaps to do.

My grandparents was quite good, but different to usual for a start we didnt go to the beach by their house which is a first,, possible the miserable weather had something to do with it. Anyways I managed to read a book (how I live now by meg rosoff... i would recommend it really, there were no speech marks in most of the book and it kept skipping which i found really distracting) and I listened to Being Nikki by meg cabot on the journey there (I can read a book when travelling as it makes me car sick so I go audio) which was a sequel but much more exciting than the first one (I WOULD recommend it, only it doesnt come out in book until September, but the audio book is on itunes).

I also bought the last gossip girl on itunes before I left (I knew I wasnt gonna be able to watch it on tv) which was good, not to ruin it for you or anything but... CHUCK SAYS I LOVE YOU TO BLAIR! Finally! and the new guy Scott (who totally doesnt look like either Lily or Rufus even though I think he's meant to be their son) (the picture above is of him) looks almost exactly like someone I know (the Bill guy that I was on about forever ago) seriously that is what Bill looks like its uncanny (at least in that episode anyways), except that Scott (or Chris Riggi: the actor's name) is taller... maybe they're cousins, I'll ask Bill when I see him next (If I dont die from swine flu... which I think will be likely knowing me :P)

Well thats it for now, like I said I have loads to do :D (starting with getting the taste of my mums awful fish and cheese rice goop out of my mouth... I miss my nan's cooking already!!)

17th July

Oh yea I forgot to mention, hospital D:

Well I went for a blood test yesterday and a consultation (he wasnt very optimistic), yes so I looked like a bit of a junkie today my arm was all bruised from the blood test I dont know why though it didnt leave a mark before :/

So yea I have to go back, in a couple of months doesnt look like theres much that can be done. Not really interesting but... whatever.

17th July

I haven't been able to log in, forgot my password :P

SCHOOLS OVER!! :D

but I have to go to my grandparents next week and I dont think they have Internet, oh how will I survive!! :(

I've sorted out my work experience finally, well sort of I chose my option filled out some forms and shit.

My language has gotten really bad lately I cant stop swearing!! :S and my grandparents are strict and already disapprove of me, I hope I don't slip up!!

Lol I had an embarrassing moment today, well I didnt actually get that embarrassed but its one of those things you always read in teen mags with the red faces. It wasn't really a big deal I as just shopping and my bag broke and my boxes of (newly bought) tampons fell out and flew across the floor (oh and did I mention there was a cutish guy there, well I dont really know if he was that cute as I chose to curse, pick up my mess + walk away FAST without looking back LOL) yeah it happens :)

OMG, did you hear what happened to poor Gusti :( someone attacked him with glass bottles,, I saw the pictures its awful hes got 30 stitches and big cracks in his skull (hes also dyed his hair black, I liked the blond!! I hope Georg isn't next). Its like this guy I used to hang around with, hes got his face all stitched up, he fell off his bike (apparently he was going about 30mph or something) he crashed and his glass safety goggles smashed (Ironic eh? I think hes gonna sue the company, I would) anyway so his face got cut up and the glass went in his eye he had to have an opp and get the glass out he was almost blinded. Apparently he looks gross. So I hope they both get well soon!

Tom from Tokio Hotel is actually a really good singer I've found out (itunes has suddenly gotten heaps of Tokio Hotel music so I went download crazy, maybe Gusti can buy a body guard now?). Anyway toms voice is rather sexy I must say but he doesnt have the passion and range Bill does, but hes good for choruses.

My computer is being crappy and wont let me convert any videos which means I cannot watch or upload them!!

The weather is also being crappy,, as soon as I forked out to buy 2 pairs of shorts what happens? it rains for 3 weeks straight!! and I doesn't look like its gonna brighten up anytime soon!!

Anyways I need to finish reading a book before I go on holiday and look up where zac walked (long story).

11th July

Oops, I havent blogged in a while,

I have my uncle and his wife over this weekend so its been pretty busy around the house.

I went shopping with my friend today, spent about £80 :S,, but it was birthday money and some art stuff so its not too bad right? I found this (it's fake, but doesnt look it) leather jacket in Republic, I got it for £10!! can you believe that its was an amazing buy I was so pleased at myself, It was reduced from like £40 I went up to the counter and was like "Are you SURE this is only a tenner?" you should have seen my face when he said yes (one of my signature cheesy ear-to-ear grins) :P

Anyway I have deepened into my TH obsession,, I have removed myself from River (sorry but it could only go so far) and am back on the beautiful Bill (he is sooo pretty), not that I ever really left I'm just more infatuated now, though I know I'll never meet him so there's no point *sob*. I think its probably because of Tom;s daily blog, I ave been driving people mad :P

My friend has walk n web on her phone so I'm always borrowing it at school to look up the website, though it takes forever to load. But I'm not that obsessed that I have posters everywhere, partly because my OCD wont let me take the Joe Jonas and Zac Efron ones that I have had for over a year up (I know, pass the sick bucket).

My little novella is building up VERY gradually I think I've done about 9 pages lol. The story isn't really there,, I think I will have too much going on if I interpret ALL my ideas into it...

Hmm is a book about, Love, sexuality, suicide, and running from the law too much??

I don't think I'll end up finishing it. I can barely start it! I don't think I'm gonna become an author anytime soon, bad career choice for me!! :D

Last week of school this week, I have looooads to do though, not exactly relaxing. Then first week of the holidays I'm off to my grandparents in the IOM (H).

5th July 2009

I really am busy atm, I keep coming up with things I need/want to do.

My grandparents gave me this book for my birthday full of book reviews so now theres about 50 books I want to start reading, theres alot more videos I want to make and I've also started to try and write my own novella (I'm not a natural) AND I'm trying to come up with a good superhero for my art project, I saw some cool body suits in primark so I'll ask sally (my model) if she can come with me next weekend to see if we can create a costume for her, I also need to find a place to get a mask...

Well, I'm going to get back to reading.

3rd July

Well its been a busy few days,

It was my birthday yesterday, pretty mellow like a normal day except I got a couple of presents and a few 'happy birthdays' I share my birthday with a couple of girls in my year and a teacher so not a lot knew it was my birthday but I'm OK with that I don't like people fussing over me.

today was an inset day so I went to the cinema with a few friends. We saw My Sister's Keeper and it is sad! It reminded me of a walk to remember a lot actually, me and my friends were crying so much, I had to leave the cinema halfway through to get some tissues from the toilet lol. All I can say is I'm glad I brought my sunglasses to cover my red eyes after haha. The film is REALLY good just bring tissues, I accidentally read a review before hand which had spoilers in and it said what was gonna happen at the end but it was a false review and it ended differently! There's this guy in it, Taylor and anyway he looks quite cute, he supposed to have cancer so they made him pale and bald in the film (he manages to pull it off) but if you see the pictures of him (Thomas Dekker?) at the premier he looks amazing, think a hotter Zac Efron (yuk at Zefron!). He also played Zack in heroes, funny huh? Zac lookalike + Zack character... kay maybe not :P

I also went shopping with my bday money. I got 2 pairs of shorts from Zara, one white, one lightish blue, and some black shoes and a blue vest top from primark. I now need to get a white feminine top thing for the blue shorts and a yellow top for my white shorts as I think that'd make a cool outfit.

Not all my presents have arrived yet as they were ordered online, I got this really good book from my grandparents full of book reviews for teens so I'm checking that out, the also gave me a gist voucher for waterstones so I can get a couple of books :)

I'll hopefully have a chill day tomorrow watching a couple of my DVDs,, does the post come on saturdays??

Well, I'm off!