30th Sept

Oh my, Its been a while.

Well a lot has been happening so I've been... well not bothering to waste my limited time posting.

Shit, I haven't done my geography.

Well I have dyed my hair,, It is now a purple/red/darkbrown colour thing... I got a lot of compliments so I'm guessing its good. Only one person said they preferred my old hair but we dont care about him ;)

Uhmm,, I went to the hospital yesterday, got x-rayed and shit. Saw my insides... it was swell ;) I had to wear one of those gown things... they are NOT easy to put on and are NOT comfy and I was just laying there for an age. Awkward XD

Well my sister has moved out, hopefully she'll give me a tour on friday (hopefully there'll be fit uni guys ;)), I have a half day in school. It sucks though cause I kinda miss her a bit,, and I need a lift to a party next week as my parents are away D: I dont know how I'm going to get there!!

Anyways yeah also coursework and stuff and oh Saturday skittle madness with my friend = hilarity. Fun times... so yeahh thats about it I cba telling you EVERYTHING I'll be here forever and people keep talking to me now.

Ughh my friend says I should get the bus, at midnight by myself? I DONT THINK SO!!!

Oh my friends are so epic! XD

Warning Moaning And Whining Alert

*sighs* I am so sick right now :/

I have homework and coursework but I am too ill to do it... I need sleep. I'm not even going to have a proper weekend, I'm going around someones house to do business and I have soo much work...Hold me I'm drowning.

People are pissing me off so much, but I hate/refuse to argue or bitch to other people so I'm just gonna write it on here. My best friend is constantly slagging of my friends, its really unfair I'm always nice about her friends, she doesn't even know my friends yet she thinks its OK to say horrible stuff about them to me, I really don't like it. Of course I just kept quiet, I don't want to fall out with her, too much drama and I don't need anymore. She can annoy the hell out of me sometimes.

The others aren't much better, one person I think I called Haylie before, well her and Chloe are like BFFs right? Which is great, I don't mind but what I do mind is that when I'm in the middle of a conversation with Chloe and Haylie comes up to us Chloe will completely blank me and talk to Haylie, and then if I try and finish my conversation Haylie screams at me for interrupting, I have given up talking to them too much hassle. And god they are violent! Especially Haylie, I mean Choe will poke me, find I'll just poke back jokily but Haylie she will actually HIT me, I'm like fucking hell abusive much? I hate people touching me in any way, and they know that! Just walk away, walk away. At least I have Sarah shes my saviour, kind with a hint of wackiness ;)

Don't even get me started on the rest of the shit, especially guys. Shoot me please?

Sleep. Need. Sleep. *walks like zombie* :)

18th Sept

Thank God Its Friday!!!!!

I am exhausted. Good news... my friend finally said yes to going out with a guy she likes!! I'm so happy for her! She was a bit blah after (due to her obsession with Zac Efron she wanted to stay single) but I went all relationship guru on her ass and made her see the light ;)

I have soo much coursework and shit to do this weekend. That is if I actually manage to wake up tomorrow ;D

17th Sept

I'm so tired!!!

And I doubt I'll be having much of a lie in on the weekend as I have more and more coursework that need to me complete. Arghhh I cant even type D:

Boys are more hassle than they are worth. Seriously. I'm trying my best to ignore the one who likes me as I don't want to lead him on in ANYWAY and apparently he likes it when people are mean to him AND when they are nice so I'm hoping ignoring will work. The guy I DO like however seemed perfectly happy to egg on the girl who was flirting with him earlier when I was sitting by him. I of course pretended that I didn't care but boy, she ain't subtle. She seems nice though, damn it ;)

Oh well I have too much work to get into more drama. Work Work Work. My life is sooo hard ;)

16th Sept

So many deadlines... ouch I just hit my knee on my desk.

Coursework this exams that D:

And prom! its only the second week of school and people are already sorting out dates for prom! I think I'll just go with my girlfriends, there are no good guys in our year, that are single anyway (:

Oh my, the guy (Idk if I mentioned it before but... w.e) that I thought might have a crush on me apparently does, my friend told me that he was talking about it. Kill me now. I just had to walk home with him, I was as cold as I could be but apparently that just leads him on WTF??
I will NOT go out with him, if he asks me I'll just say I like someone else. Which is true so, yeah.

Oh I am bringing out my Harry Potter geek again (thanks MLIA) shes been locked up inside me for a good year or so now.

I need to go do some geography coursework. I'm so tired.

9th Sept

Gosh, I have so much work to do, you'd think they'd ease you in on your first week back but no, its rush rush rush!! D:

Soooo tiringgggg...zzzz

7th Sept

Yuck, I feel sick and bleh.

Why is everything so complicated??? You know that surreal feelig you can get? Well it keeps washing over me more and more. I don't believe its real, even though I know it is. I dont make sense do I?

Well... School sucks, Boys suck, I suck, life sucks... but it could be alot worse and for that I'm grateful. I just need to work out a stratedgy, right?

And I need to cool down the fangirl in me, its getting tiresome. I'm tired.

Automatic

Aww they turned out rather crap. At least Bill is hot enoughh to pull the grainy look off! Ahh well. I'm gonna go read some fanfic before bed me thinks. I'll post a couple of Cinema Bizarre pictures to compensate ;)

4th Sept

Well, It was the first day back to school, I didnt have a panic attack or anything which was good.

My timetable is... OK :P

It was nice seeing everyone I suppose doesnt really feel like I've had a holiday much!!

I saw the Automatic and Automatic videos,, Bill looks Gorgeous!! Like even better than usual if thats possible to believe lmao. I might put screenshots on another post.

Omg, I had this really awkward conversation with my friend, I think he likes me. I really hope I didnt lead him on in anyway as well I dont see how I could of I haven't seen him in 6 weeks but fuck. Nah I dont think he likes me... does he? Well we were talking about Bill and I asked if he thought he was hot, then he asked me omg its so confusing but I THINK he said I was hot, but I wasnt asking if I was... nahhh dont worry I cant explain!!

But I saw Bill today, not Kaulitz the other Bill, the Bill I actually know. And well I thought I was over him... idk. God I don't think I even want to date anyone!! Its too complicated!!!

So yeah moving on, I had the randomest conversation with my father at dinner, about drugs. My dad was telling me how he had some in college, he said it was like being drunk and felt good and made him happy... way to make me not want to try them dude!! lmao. My mum got pissed at him for telling me but I was like I know people who do weed (which was what my dad did, or something similar) and she was like what?!?!?! I just laughed :D

Omg I am officially invisible!! IT today 2 guys were handing out folders and stuff and both had to ask the teacher who I was. One of them had the same surname as me!! how could he not remember something so easy? And all our classes stay the same as last year so its not like we were just getting to know each other we'd been in the same class for over a year! So the teacher pointed to me and shouted out THIS IS ************** in front if the whole class while I cringed and hid behind a piece of paper.

Way to start the school year (Y)

3rd Sept

School starts tomorrow D:

I need to do my coursework but I've been photo shopping and reading fanfic instead!! Its addictive!!

My latest ^^ you will find it on a fanfiction site the title of the story is in the picture as is the author. Chapter 3 is dedicated to yours truly ;D

Better Picture

Oh, yayy I did a better one of Bill,, Imma post the one with Janeyyy94 across it so you cannot steal and take credit!!!

I made a better one but it has the Pokemon lyrics and stuff on it instead. I'm so proud of myself :D

Oh my family have just arrived almost an hour and a half after they planned to. Punctual.

2nd Sept

My fingers are like Jello... Idk why i say jello anyway and not Jelly I'm British!

Anyways,, I was watching Pokemon (the battle dimension) and I got the theme tune stuck in my head so I made a youtube video!! and i photo shopped some pretty cool TH pictures (I'll post them). I'm quite shit at photo shopping and they were a bit rushed but,, they're still cute ;)

Anyways,, I'm waiting for my cousin (or cousins,, idk yet) and aunt to come around, they were due over 45 minutes ago...

The pictures are jsut toughs for the video if I were to do them properly they'd be awesome ;)