7th Sept

Yuck, I feel sick and bleh.

Why is everything so complicated??? You know that surreal feelig you can get? Well it keeps washing over me more and more. I don't believe its real, even though I know it is. I dont make sense do I?

Well... School sucks, Boys suck, I suck, life sucks... but it could be alot worse and for that I'm grateful. I just need to work out a stratedgy, right?

And I need to cool down the fangirl in me, its getting tiresome. I'm tired.

Automatic

Aww they turned out rather crap. At least Bill is hot enoughh to pull the grainy look off! Ahh well. I'm gonna go read some fanfic before bed me thinks. I'll post a couple of Cinema Bizarre pictures to compensate ;)

4th Sept

Well, It was the first day back to school, I didnt have a panic attack or anything which was good.

My timetable is... OK :P

It was nice seeing everyone I suppose doesnt really feel like I've had a holiday much!!

I saw the Automatic and Automatic videos,, Bill looks Gorgeous!! Like even better than usual if thats possible to believe lmao. I might put screenshots on another post.

Omg, I had this really awkward conversation with my friend, I think he likes me. I really hope I didnt lead him on in anyway as well I dont see how I could of I haven't seen him in 6 weeks but fuck. Nah I dont think he likes me... does he? Well we were talking about Bill and I asked if he thought he was hot, then he asked me omg its so confusing but I THINK he said I was hot, but I wasnt asking if I was... nahhh dont worry I cant explain!!

But I saw Bill today, not Kaulitz the other Bill, the Bill I actually know. And well I thought I was over him... idk. God I don't think I even want to date anyone!! Its too complicated!!!

So yeah moving on, I had the randomest conversation with my father at dinner, about drugs. My dad was telling me how he had some in college, he said it was like being drunk and felt good and made him happy... way to make me not want to try them dude!! lmao. My mum got pissed at him for telling me but I was like I know people who do weed (which was what my dad did, or something similar) and she was like what?!?!?! I just laughed :D

Omg I am officially invisible!! IT today 2 guys were handing out folders and stuff and both had to ask the teacher who I was. One of them had the same surname as me!! how could he not remember something so easy? And all our classes stay the same as last year so its not like we were just getting to know each other we'd been in the same class for over a year! So the teacher pointed to me and shouted out THIS IS ************** in front if the whole class while I cringed and hid behind a piece of paper.

Way to start the school year (Y)

3rd Sept

School starts tomorrow D:

I need to do my coursework but I've been photo shopping and reading fanfic instead!! Its addictive!!

My latest ^^ you will find it on a fanfiction site the title of the story is in the picture as is the author. Chapter 3 is dedicated to yours truly ;D

Better Picture

Oh, yayy I did a better one of Bill,, Imma post the one with Janeyyy94 across it so you cannot steal and take credit!!!

I made a better one but it has the Pokemon lyrics and stuff on it instead. I'm so proud of myself :D

Oh my family have just arrived almost an hour and a half after they planned to. Punctual.

2nd Sept

My fingers are like Jello... Idk why i say jello anyway and not Jelly I'm British!

Anyways,, I was watching Pokemon (the battle dimension) and I got the theme tune stuck in my head so I made a youtube video!! and i photo shopped some pretty cool TH pictures (I'll post them). I'm quite shit at photo shopping and they were a bit rushed but,, they're still cute ;)

Anyways,, I'm waiting for my cousin (or cousins,, idk yet) and aunt to come around, they were due over 45 minutes ago...

The pictures are jsut toughs for the video if I were to do them properly they'd be awesome ;)

31st Aug

I feel so forgotten! My family all went out for lunch (I stayed at home to do coursework) and I never got the memo that they were doing their own thing for tea, AND I didn't eat any lunch as we dint have anything. So its now past 10pm and I'm eating porridge... its actually really good though so they're forgiven thanks to my awesome cooking skills ;)

Oh I had another awesome outfit based around my pants :) They were short type pants again with grey,black,white,pink and silver jigsaw pieces on and 'wanna play?' written on the band (awesome I know) yeah so I wore it with a white vest top and grey cardigan,,, It looks good ;)

Yeahh, not much else to say. THE STAR!!!!

30th Aug

I think I had the best outfit on today, I had no trousers on but I still looked awesome ;)

Lmao, I bought these new pants yesterday they are white with red apples on them and the have a red band with 'pick me' on it, I was wearing it with a white vest top and my giant red cardigan, I also had my nails painted red from yesterday and was wearing red, black and silver jewellery I have never felt so fashionable in my underpants, needless to say I spent alot of time dancing to funky music :D

I am so wearing the outfit out, though I MIGHT wear some trousers,,, ohh maybe my boyfriend jeans?? or my pale blue skinnys... or black ones... choices choices but yeah.

I finished To Kill A Mockingbird FINALLY nothing happens until the last few chapters anyway, its pointless I do not know how it became a classic. Sucketh.

I now am aiming to show my retarded side a lot more, after reading MLIA (www.mylifeisaverage.com) and realising how cool they are, I never knew that many people were Harry Potter freaks lol, I wanna read the books again.

School starts in less than a week D:

I'm SUPPOSED to be going on a 'family fun day' tomorrow, kill me now.

Btw KIRO LOOKS LIKE THE GOBLIN KING IN THAT PICTURE!!! (far left for those of you uncool enough not to know who Kiro is)

Yeah thats it. Woop Woop!

27th Aug

Just came back from visiting the family for a few days, not fun.

I think everyone's family is slightly dysfunctional but... OMJ mine is beyond.

AND I just got my exam results!! I met up with my friend like... half an hour ago. I did OK for someone who has only been in 2 third of the year but it was pretty shit. 3B's an A and a C, I think I'll be resitting them next year. Ahh well at least I CAN resit it without retaking the whole of the year. My sister didn't have much luck either, she didn't get into her chosen uni she was one mark off, shes gonna go to the local one i think which is still pretty good...

School starts in a week...noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! I am NOT looking forward to the early mornings and well school itself, too much work :P

Well I have stuff to catch up on so... bye!

Hehe

I thought they were funny :D